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I’m sitting here thinking about lunch. Last night, I made a wise decision to use the rest of my Nutrisystem food for lunches so it doesn’t go to waste. Here I am thinking about other food that will go to “waist” instead. The answer is right in front of me, but like a rebellious child I’m turning my nose away saying I want something else.

I know that if I eat the food before me, it will satisfy me, and it will taste fine, but my brain is playing with bad and naughty fattening food. i want something else, give me anything else, I just want something else. I have a house full of food, and I’d be more than happy to leave to pick something else up, it’s just sitting here trying to beat my brain at it’s own game. Tame the beast, quickly eat something not bad for me, and the hunger that triggers my brain will be subdued for now…or will it? Will it keep at me, causing me to have eaten something now, but ending up going out anyway, and ending up feeling stuffed and frustrated I gave in to the call of the beast. I just hate when I feel like this. I know that sanity in my mind says, stop thinking about it so much and just eat, but that’s telling an addict not to use their drug of choice….