I’m Doing So Well, And Yet…

There are days I get resentful that I can’t have certain foods. I want easy, I want yummy, and I want it now. I’m like a toddler kicking going, “Why can’t I have it? It’s not fair!”

The answer is, I can have it. I can have whatever I want. Choosing those foods that I want are what got me here. Now I’m choosing my health over those foods. I still get resentful some days though.

I was so tired tonight. It was my third big workout this week, and I wanted an easy dinner. I’m exhausted, and worn down. I know that making egg whites is easy, but easy to me is my brain really saying…greasy, sweet, or I don’t know McDonalds, ya know? Why? Old habits…old patterns.

I chose the egg whites, don’t worry. Now I realize it’s head games I have to beat, not the actual food.