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I Hate My Stomach
Posted by Deb, Diet, Weight Loss and Fat Fighting Blogger! | Posted in Fried Wiki | Posted on 24-03-2008
…just saying.
I was flipping through the latest issue of Allure, and they are following three people. They’ve all lost 20-30 pounds in 3 months, and here I am slowly inching my way along 6 months later with a different loss. I lose so pathetically slow sometimes, it’s scary to me. Why, oh why is this so hard for my body?
I’m building muscle…yeah. I’m losing fat….yeah.
My stomach just sits there. My sister swears it’s smaller, but I don’t see it and neither does the tape measure. ON the other hand, it’s true my shorts and pants are fitting different. I’m losing lower belly, just not upper and middle belly. Maybe it’s changing, but I’m having a pitty party today about the way it looks.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m not going to obsess and find different answers, I’m just scowling at myself when I look in the mirror. It’s so much easier to not care, and just not look in the mirror, but I need to face my reality.
Sometimes the future looks bright, other times it seems like a never ending tunnel. Will it ever go away? What else do I need to do? I’m working hard, I’m eating right, and still my body wants to hold onto this weight…it.is.SO.FRUSTRATING.
Okay, pitty party is over….back to life. I’m smiling again. I just needed to get that out.
