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Challenge Ends, Workouts Continue
Posted by Deb, Diet, Weight Loss and Fat Fighting Blogger! | Posted in Diet, Exercise, Fried Wiki | Posted on 10-04-2008
I lost 1 1/2 inches in my arms. I gained close to 2 pounds, and nothing else. (probably muscle gain)…I started to cry a little today….it overwhelmed me…I’m working so hard, seriously, I’m freaking dripping with sweat when I leave…I’m working hard….I’m eating clean…i go to the trainer 3x a week now…
She’s as baffled as I am…and going to talk to another dietician to see if they can try to crack my code. I had told her I have a VERY HARD time losing when I walked in months ago.
It didn’t SURPRISE me, but it hurt that I didn’t see better numbers. (emotionally)
I have to remember that yes my body is changing, just not at the rate I’d like.
Honestly, I’m just tired of being fat, and I want to look better so badly, I can taste it..ya know….
Don’t worry, I won’t give up…but I felt a little deflated and frustrated….I’ve been so good, worked so hard…
My body has struggled for years, anytime i’ve done things…and I have to accept I’m undoing 20 years of abusing my body. The mental hurdles and barriers I’ve broken are worth it at this point.
I’ll be okay. Was down, but talked to my husbandl, and he confirmed what I all ready know…I’m working super hard, eating clean, and my body is changing….just a little at a time.
No exciting news.
My workouts will continue, I’ll continue eating clean…because I FEEL GOOD, STRONG and HEALTHY.
